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Anxious About Abundance

A conversation in my mind with Ms Blue about my relationship with money.


Dear Ms Blue, thank you for the wonderful demonstration of abundance in Taiwan that day (2nd July 2023) that I decided to move from my hotel near the seaside to a hotel nearer to the mountains in Hua Lien; since it was my excitement to climb the mountain and I thought that moving closer to the mountain would give me an earlier head start!


So to recap for our readers, what happened that day was that I had checked out of my seaside hotel and I was wandering about with my trolley bag looking for a taxi to take me to the mountain hotel. But alas, after walking around for 15 minutes, I couldn’t find a taxi! So I decided not to force the manifestation with my higher mind, but instead just follow my excitement with no expectations…and so I drifted or wandered into the seaside park. When I was there, I drifted through a tunnel and eventually ended up on a seaside balcony with the most gorgeous view ever. At this point, I had completely given up my egotistical search for a taxi, and so I decided to just relax on the park bench like a hobo and enjoy the scenery.



About 20-30 minutes later, an old man shows up who is somehow eager to talk to me, and for some reason I start talking about extraterrestrials and Bashar! He is so impressed and intrigued that I give him your name card and he then chooses to drive me to my hotel!


This really was an example of relaxing into abundance, and just going with my flow!


Ms Blue, is this the right attitude in life for even going on holidays and buying air tickets? What if I want to go somewhere (Sedona, Arizona), all my friends are telling me I should go, yet the air ticket is so pricey and seems so unaffordable. What should I do?


Dear You Jun, why is the air-ticket unaffordable? Didn’t you already receive the $3330 from your boss in China for services rendered in June and May? You see…money is just a tool, and you will essentially “never have enough”. I understand your need to plan for the future, to save up and all that, but really that is you generating an assumption about what your future and future earnings will be like; which honestly you have no business poking your nose into, because you simply DO NOT KNOW!


You see, the reason why you view your finances in such lack, even despite already receiving money from your boss, is that you’re expecting your income to stay the same, and that is because you have an expectation that your job will remain the same for the foreseeable future. But let me tell you something, I have something wondrous planned for your future, and your future is going to be so wild and different from what you expect that everything you are "trying" to project will be useless!


But Ms Blue, if I don’t plan, I will plan to fail and my future will be worse than it is now!


So you don’t trust the universe then? Is your present time amazing, with all the "planning" that you have been doing the past several years?


No not really, I am still not fully financially free, though I am working on it.


Dear You Jun, financially free is a state-of-mind. There are people with $0 in their bank account who are financially free.


Abraham Hicks: “Abundance is not something you get, it’s something you tune into!”


You see You Jun, you can work yourself till your last dying breath and whatever money you earn will never be enough! Because if you’re not going to go with the flow of your abundance, then you’re not plugged-in and if you’re not plugged-in then you’re not abundant! For example, you could have $1 million dollars in the bank and suddenly something happens and you have zero - for example maybe the government will freeze your account!


And so You Jun, all these hypothetical fears about this or that happening, is really jamming up your ability to stay in-tune with your true self, and for you to become your true-self! Just know and trust that YOU CANNOT KNOW THE FUTURE, and so it is no point WORRYING about all these projections and what-ifs.


BE LIKE A CHILD, FOLLOW YOUR HIGHEST EXCITEMENT WITH NO EXPECTATIONS, AND TRUST THAT AS THE CREATOR HAS SO MADE YOU, THAT HE HAS A PLAN FOR YOU AND WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO GO HUNGRY SIMPLY BECAUSE HE HAS A NEED, HE HAS A PURPOSE FOR YOU TO BE HERE TO SERVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS! YOU DESERVE TO BE HERE, YOU ARE WORTHY TO BE HERE. AND THAT IS ENOUGH!


Alright, I am enough. Thank you Blue.


You are most certainly welcome, for you are worth it. Otherwise we wouldn’t be having this conversation.

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